(and you caused it)

a little inspired by the film 'the man who loved yngve', set in the late 80s, which i have found myself aesthetically in love with. big coats and boots and bands and writing songs about ignorance and not wanting to become their parents even though it's inevitable.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SiWO9HzhOT8

and i laughed at it for being so cruel

the last episode was on australian television last sunday. now i don't know what i'll do sunday nights!

is what i'm about to become. after two years of really trying very hard to enjoy studying and not feeling hopelessly trapped, i've properly accepted how miserable it all makes me, and i'm escaping! though i have absolutely no idea what to do if i'm not studying ... run away to England, and beg for a job at Pooh Corner in Hartfield? who knows...

(montmaray)

as that we just don't know what to do with what we feel. so we turn to stone instead.

there isn't much time

I was tagged by both @littlewounds and @freddarling
 
• Find a model who have your hair style, and hair type. (The model does not need to look like you) - My hair is actually dark brown/almost black, not blonde, but I couldn't think of anyone. And I actually took a picture of Kirsten Dunst when I got my hair cut, so it's close enough!
 

• Find pictures of you favorite animals.
I like rabbits and mice. Two animals I would love to have as pets. Unfortunately it's illegal to keep rabbits as pets here, and my mother always said mice were too dirty and gross. Now I've moved out but we're not allowed any pets :(

• Favorite Activities.
Basically reading. I also like to watch tv shows (I'm watching Gilmore Girls, In Treatment and Game of Thrones season 2 right now!) but I didn't really know how to demonstrate that and I was too lazy to think of a way haha. I haven't done much else at the moment, the weather is only just cool enough for me to go outside without melting!

• Something that is you.
I think the grey coat is me. I have my own grey coat and even though I have a few other coats, in winter I always fall back on the grey one. I love it, it's comfy and cute. I found it at an op shop :) Also I'm really obsessed with detective stories right now (as if you didn't know!), hence the magnifying glass. I included stars, too, because I'd just feel so lost without them. I feel like I'm made of stars sometimes.

• Optional: Personality type, favorite books, favorite color, favorite thing, etc: I didn't really know what else to put. I put in a few nature-type things, as I find myself more and more interested in gardening and nature. I want to start a little garden on my balcony, but I'm not sure that it gets enough sun each day. Otherwise I'm just really shy. I don't really talk much with anyone, especially since moving away from all my friends and family for University. Often I'll go whole days without speaking a word to anyone. Luckily it takes a long time before I feel lonely (I'm talking months haha), and I go home often enough that I'm not too affected by it :)
 
I feel a bit shy about tagging people, and I have no idea who has already been tagged, but here we go: @honeyissweeterthanblood @lavenderbones @deercat @vintageflutters @skycastle @warmcupoftea :)